Friday, October 7, 2011

Which to Bury, Us or the Hatchet? [A Optimus Prime/Blackarachnia FST]

Oh look, it's the return of insomnia-induced fan soundtracks!





Monster – Skillet

Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster


Something I Never Had – Lindsay Lohan

Were they wasted words and did they mean a thing?
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had



Am I a shadow on your wall?
Am I anything at all?
Anything to you?
Am I a secret that you keep?
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all?


Restless – Switchfoot

I am the thorn stuck in your side
I am the one that you left behind
I am the dried up doubting eyes
Looking for the well that won't run dry

Running for the other side
The world that I've always been denied
Running hard for the infinite
With the tears of saints and hypocrites


Which to Bury, Us Or the Hatchet? - Relient K

I think you know what I'm getting at
I find it so upsetting that
The memories that you select
You keep the bad but the good you just forget

and even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart will break the day
when you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happened

And all this time I never thought
that all we had would be all for naught

No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
You know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
You know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
'cause you took this too far

Make your decision and don't you dare think twice
go with your instincts along with some bad advice
this didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
you blame me but some of this is still your fault

I tried to move you but you just wouldn't budge
I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge
I think you know what I'm getting at
you said goodbye and I just don't want you regretting that

No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
You know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
You know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you

and wisdom always chooses
these black eyes and these bruises
over the heartache that they say
never completely goes away
(I just can't believe this happened
and one day we'll see this come around)

and wisdom always chooses
these black eyes and these bruises
over the heartache that they say
never completely goes away

No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
You know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
You know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
'cause you took this too far

what happened to us
I heard that it's me we should blame
what happened to us
why didn't you stop me from turning out this way
and know that I don't hate you
and know that I don't want to fight you
and know that I'll always love you
but right now I just don't...


[No, really, the entire song.]

Out of Control – Capital Lights

I think I'm out of control, I think I'm out of control
I fancy falling apart before I'm falling in love
We only started, we only started too late
Now, we're parting our ways to be one of a kind


Haunted – Taylor Swift

It's getting dark, and it's all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake



Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted


Not This Time – Issakar

I tried to find you
Where we last met
All to uncover that there's nothing left
The magic was gone
We had moved on
Walking directions apart for too long


Underneath This Smile – Hilary Duff

What I'm standing on is sinking in
And I don't have a clue how to get off of it
But when I look at you there is hope
It's like you see the sadness in my eyes
You read the blue between the lines
You could be the one to hold me when I wanna cry

Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on
Cause that is all I know
Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile


Again – Yui

[English Translation]

It's nothing like wanting to go back to those days.
I'm searching for a sky that doesn't exist anymore.
Don't give me that sad face like I've become the victim,
like you understand.

Tears aren't the end of sin, but what's left to remind me.
Who am I waiting for, stuck in this maze of emotions?
I want to spill it all, as if writing in an empty notebook.
What is it I’m trying to escape from?
...Is it reality?


Breathe Into Me – RED

And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me
And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you
And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore
And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me


Believe – Skillet

If you believed
When I said
I'd be better off without you
Then you never really knew me at all



I can't undo the things that led us to this place
But I know there's something more to us than our mistakes
So is it you or is it me?
I know I'm so blind when we don't agree


The Art of Breaking – Thousand Foot Krutch

I'll pick you up, won't let you fall
I'll build your trust and it won't hurt at all,



No one ever said that it was easy
So come out of the cold and stop your bleeding
I never would of thought that things could
Go this far, but please believe me

Are you gonna run away, and leave me here alone?


Souvenirs – Switchfoot

I close my eyes and go back in time
I can see you’re smiling, you’re so alive
we were so young, we had no fear
we were so young, we had no idea


….

nothing lasts forever
nothing lasts
nothing lasts
you and me together
were always now or never



we were so young, we had just begun
a song we knew, but we never sang
it burned like fire inside our lungs